8 n 9 of january 2011

klau sbelum beta ad ckp..summ1 has came 2 my life wif a big suprise

ini lg bsaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaq dya pnya

suprise

i know he care bout me..

but

betol2 xsngka yg dya akn ckp ap yg beta pk

i can feel it..

but..

not so sure

sbb..

takut la plak beta nie dicop perasan

1st of all...

i'm sorry..

sbb maybe..khadiran beta dlm hdup dya

btol2 mnggngu ktenangan hdupnya slama ini.

maaf

ap yg beta tahu tntang dya slama ini adlah

seorang yg pndiam tp tegas

cakap..bila perlu sja kot

klau bab2..nk bgaul ngan gurlz nie..jrang yg tramat sgt

khdiran beta dsini..

buat dya brubah

sbb

dya byk sgt2 tlg beta

(i'm a gurlz wif a lot of talks ok)

mula2..agk kekok..

sbb once upon a tyme..cma knal..

nma..n klas dya ja..

hahahah

magic kn...

tyme beta xcident...

dya call smpai hbs kdit dya..walhal..

at dat tyme..dya ad kt luaq..wif his fam

slalu bleter..

eh bkn..

ambk brat...

sbb

i'm lack calcium..

smpai jd doktor pribadi(sbb tlalu byk fakta ttng medik dya taw)

bli kn susu...

slalu ad tyme beta nanges...

kn ahli rela..mesti la ad..

until last night...

hana:

abg..bkk la blog..hana da update

fitri:

xnk la..tnggu lg 3 thn

hana:

y

fitri:

hmm,sbb..hana bpotensi mnggnggu hati n prsaan abg..haha..xnk la bc blog..bhaya

hana(b4 midnight):

sowie klau mnyusah kn abg(ingtkn ap yg ak mntk tlg..suma 2..kcau dya)
fitri(1.45):
it's ok..it's also my fault 2 have an extra feelings 2wards u..knowing dat u already in a rlationship..i should step back earlier..but failed bcoz u still need my help..hard 4 me resist if..sum1 ask 4 my help..i'm just want u 2 happy study in u..but..i can't deny dat my feelings also comes in every help dat i gave..sory if dis mssg dsturb ur weekend..give me..tyme..2 make it all neutral..dun worry..i'll cnct u soon..take care bout ur health(dya pnah bleter psal ak mkn mcd..n xmnum susu..)have a save journey..don't cry..nyte cinderella
i'm reading dis mssg..at 3 in da morning..n i can't sleep...
go 2 da toilet..
take a wudhuk..
n pray..coz rsa xblh ddk,,,
bfkir..b4 reply da msg
hana:
sory klau kwjudan hana buat abg mcm nie..
pnah tpikiq akn jd mcm nie..tp xsngka akn jd btol..
sjjrnya..abg tlalu baek..smpai stiap kali hana pk psl nie..hana akn hlau dya dri pkiran hana dgn cara
hana pk..yg hana xlyak..
thanks sbb honest n care bout me..so seriesly..
xda owg pnah wt mcm nie..
after dat..i'm on9..and have a msg conversation wif my senior(gurlz k)
she is staying in the other country..n already married
npa beta blh tnya akk nie..
sbb love story dya pown bmula..fasi freshie..
she give me some advice..
and after dat..1 more msg i sent towards him...


hana:
sjjrnya..bla bca blog kak chika(beta pnah bg link love story dya..sbb sgt sweet)
hana cuma blh pk abg..ad part dlm love story 2...husband kak chika ad tulis 
yg psal dya brangan psal nma both of them..n also me...spa yg da bca blog 2..msti blh pham
ok...mngarut je kn...


fitri:
since f4..i've promise 2 myself..i'll never fall 4 anyone until i finish my study..sbb
dlm islam..mncntai sseorang means..responsible towards 1 person..utk btanggungjwb..
at least must have income..means..i have 2 works 1st..then i can find my 1 n only soulmate..
if u r my soulmate,insyaallah..we will meet again after i'm working..
if not..so dis will be the end of our story...


i guess..i already know where he put da key words b4..
tyme beta mntk handbag ori...
dya ckp..slalunya handbag ori..
owg bg tyme kawen..
n
beta ckp la hana lmbt lg nk kawen..
n..
dya ckp tnggu dya keja dulu..
tp
dgn syarat..
klau jmpa lg...
ad tyme cuti beta p knduri..
n nmpk handbag ori..trngt kt dya..


don't ask bout my feelings
totally confius..
i have being a diffrent person..
what can i said..
just let it flow...
hurm..